2009-02-26 圣德小天使不见了

好心疼！
那个我费了很多时间及心思，才在网上找到的长像最接近圣德天使的可动照片gif ，已在我的这个部落格里不见了。


I am sad that the gif file of an angel i uploaded from a web to this Shen Fang Shen De's blog, has been disappeared from the blog, i checked back the URL （https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwcGq3nyK3EgOUa3wbHm0xF77Uezax4TrVy5Schtos7ythqG30jYCp1ypXrbHbLsEkS2O4allOzaEnLZtuDNICB5ioI9u7ZxTEXshvLkQs5gw8nuoO8DdUmA44RPf8v-OILZpZsViVgAN5/s1600/ATT2.jpg.gif）
, reload but failed.

In 2007, after losing Shen De, i spent so much effort to look for this photo, 最像圣德的照片, I also saved a copy in my pc aft i uploaded in Aug 2007.

Just now i tried to upload the gif file from my pc copy to the blog, but it just appeared a normal jpg, no more animation, so the angel cannot jump/ fly.

I am so sad, that is my Shen De, like I lost him again….


[13:11] Lance *unicef: did u upload the gif to ur pc then upload or u just link to other people web site?
[13:11] Eugenice: https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwcGq3nyK3EgOUa3wbHm0xF77Uezax4TrVy5Schtos7ythqG30jYCp1ypXrbHbLsEkS2O4allOzaEnLZtuDNICB5ioI9u7ZxTEXshvLkQs5gw8nuoO8DdUmA44RPf8v-OILZpZsViVgAN5/s1600/ATT2.jpg.gif
[13:11] Eugenice: or u try for me
[13:11] Eugenice: i failed open with firefox
[13:12] Eugenice: but can with IE
[13:12] Lance *unicef: FF also can
[13:12] Eugenice: since i can view with IE, then why cant uplaod?
[13:12] Eugenice: upload failed of invalid URL
[13:12] Lance *unicef: u better save the pic in ur PC, then upload it yourself to the blog
[13:13] Eugenice: 我不死心，June 等着我吃饭，我一定要做回来
[13:14] Lance *unicef has sent you a file!
Angel.gif (33.7 KB)
[13:15] Lance *unicef: save the angel.gif
[13:16] Eugenice: but aft loading, it will appear jpg in the blog, no animation
[13:16] Eugenice: angel cant fly/ jump
[13:16] Eugenice: only direct from web, the angel can fly
[13:16] Eugenice: i tried in 2007
[13:17] Lance *unicef: mine can
[13:17] Lance *unicef: i save in thumb drive and fly
[13:17] Eugenice: u can view the gif from that URL?
[13:17] Lance *unicef: yes
[13:17] Lance *unicef: all ok here
[13:17] Eugenice: i grant u access to author
[13:17] Eugenice: so u uplaod
[13:17] Lance *unicef: view in web and thumb drive all normal
[13:18] Lance *unicef: i i hvnt played blog b4
[13:18] Eugenice: yes, i know. mine also view in web & my pc all gif , can fly
[13:18] Lance *unicef: as long as u upload, sure can fly la
[13:18] Eugenice: but if upload using browse from pc, cant fly
[13:18] Lance *unicef: better u upload
[13:18] Lance *unicef: can la.
[13:18] Eugenice: no, i tried many times just now
[13:18] Lance *unicef: after u uplaod, i will see
[13:18] Lance *unicef: i donno what position u want to put
[13:19] Eugenice: uploaded again
[13:19] Eugenice: now u go to the blog
[13:19] Eugenice: only a static jpg
[13:19] Eugenice: i upload from pc
[13:19] Lance *unicef: u use the file that i sent to u just now
[13:20] Eugenice: how i retrieve the file in meebo?
[13:20] Lance *unicef: i dont know
[13:20] Lance *unicef: i email it to u now la
[13:20] Eugenice: to KW faster
[13:21] Lance *unicef: sent
[13:21] Lance *unicef: uploading attachment
[13:25] Lance *unicef: sent
[13:25] Lance *unicef: my firewall got prob
[13:29] Lance *unicef: u hv to rename that file to .gif and not png
[13:29] Lance *unicef: png and jpg cannot fly
[13:29] Lance *unicef: only gif can fly
[14:10] Eugenice: still same aft i upload the gif file from u, cant fly
[14:11] Eugenice: i remembered i tried in 2007, direct upload from pc cannot fly, only from web can
[14:11] Eugenice: but this time unable to upload from web
[14:16] Lance *unicef: then i upload it to my web and u point it over
[14:19] Lance *unicef: use this http://www.lai.my/angel.gif
[14:19] Lance *unicef: i hv to go up to take a few pic
[14:24] Eugenice: DONE!!!
[14:24] Eugenice: finally Shen De can be angel to fly again with your URL
[14:24] Eugenice: thx dear
[14:24] Eugenice: from me, from De
[14:25] Eugenice: keep this link permanent pls
[14:25] Eugenice: see, only can fly from web, cant with gif from pc
[14:26] Lance *unicef: the extension of the file, it is not the file content
[14:27] Lance *unicef: juz now ur ext was .png
[14:27] Lance *unicef: if u manage to rename the ext to gif, can fly
[14:28] Eugenice: no, i hv rename few files, angel.gif, angel1.gif, angel2,gif, ShenDeangel.gif......all failed
[14:28] Eugenice: even with your attachement from email, also failed
[14:29] Eugenice: think should be some setting with the blog
[14:29] Eugenice: it must be from web in order to "fly"---this was my foundings in 2007
[14:29] Eugenice: true for today too


经过重重尝试及补救，终於，圣德可以再度飞起，永永远远都是我们心中的天使！

光良.童話歌詞

忘了有多久 再沒聽到你 對我說你最愛的故事
我想了很久 我開始慌了 是不是我又做錯了甚麼

# 你哭著對我說 童話裡都是騙人的 我不可能是你的王子
也許你不會懂 從你說愛我以後 我的天空星星都亮了

我願變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手 變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局
Repeat #
我要變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手 變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局

我會變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手 變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局 一起寫我們的結局

2009-02-25 二月初一祭圣方

公公说：每回我们祭拜圣方时，在无风的室内，火焰都会一直往上摇煜，显示圣方很高兴。

放下，但对他们的思念并不会减少

圣德离开我们快2年了，我们的心情也逐渐平伏了。
虽然每回谈起两个儿子，我还是会流泪，心还是会痛，可是，已经走出了悲恸。
尤其是明确知道两位儿子往生后的状况：一位在身边庇护我们的圣方、一位投胎作圣田的圣德，我的心算是安了，也重新找到了生命的力量。
放下，但对他们的思念并不会减少..........

2009-02-09 another ppl seeing Shen Fang

农历新年期间，住於北海的坚叔一家到来拜年。
他们那位才娶进门数个月的小媳妇，马上感觉有异。
她来自吉隆坡，不曾见过我，也完全不知道我的家事，更是第一次来到公婆的家。

不知道她怎样开始和家婆谈起，家婆招手叫我过去，说这位小婶有话要和我说。
在家婆旁，她问我：“你晚上睡得好吗？是不是不能入睡？”
我感到很奇怪，怎么一位才第一次见面的新媳妇，就这样和我打开话题。
我说：每天都很累，倒头就睡了，不过半夜都会醒来。
我问她：什么问题吗？
她说：其实她是有阴阳眼的，她一进门就看到有一位小男孩在，而且是跟住我。问我知道吗？
我恍然大悟：知道，知道。
她问：你们都顺利吗？你需要祭拜他的。不然的话，他会让你无法入睡的。
我说：知道，知道。自从祭拜后，工作、健康、运气都顺利无阻了。
我也想起，之前圣枚受夜晚折磨的半年多，我们一家不都是夜夜无法入睡吗？！
她说：这是你孩子的婴灵，你一定要好好祭拜他，而他也会很照顾你们一家人的。

在一旁的家婆欲进一步问她时，她就拒绝进一步说了，因为圣方有在场。
她表示，这些都非常消耗精力，目前身怀四个月胎的她，需要休息了。




[09:28] Eugenice: morning
[09:28] Eugenice: ma told me last wkend that the 2nd sim pu of kin sumu saw Shen Fang at topaz during CNY
[09:29] Eugenice: she is kind of 阴阳眼
[09:33] Jessie: tat day u told me she can see fang (ma told u or she told u)?
[09:33] Eugenice: that day at topaz ah?
[09:33] Eugenice: ma asked me to join them to talk
[09:34] Eugenice: then only i know she can see these things
[09:34] Eugenice: but i did not asked her much, cos Fang is around
[09:34] Eugenice: then last Sun, ma went to kin sumu's temple
[09:35] Eugenice: at dinner time, ma told me that kin sumu said her sim pu saw a little boy when she came to topaz
[09:36] Jessie: ma told me she doesnt want to tell much
[09:36] Jessie: she told ma not to ask her
[09:36] Eugenice: yes, those ppl they con like to tell much, cos this will consume their "energy"
[09:37] Eugenice: ma also told u abt this during CNY?
[09:46] Jessie: ma tld me she can see things
[09:48] Eugenice: all the while i thought only sifu & mei can see fang, now meaning those who can see 阴阳眼 all can see
[09:51] Jessie: mei see fang? mei can feel or really see?
[10:04] Eugenice: i also not too sure...last yr she always happily said fang is playing the toys with her, following her to school. so i asked sifu, sifu said correct, 有血缘关系，最亲密的 mei can see fang
[10:05] Eugenice: but this kind of 能力 will getting weaker as she grows
[10:05] Eugenice: this yr, whenever i ask mei abt fang, sometimes she can reply, sometimes she said she also duno
[10:06] Eugenice: so i believe her "power" has decreased a bit kuah

2009-02-08 正月十五元宵节祭圣方

tomato soup & kuih ka pik





















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