亲娘促“前世亲娘”继续看顾圣田

随着家婆在2012年10月，癌发短短21天就往生之后，尘归尘、土归土，所有的事情都沉淀了下来，家族里一切的恩怨情仇总算告一段落。。。

以慈悲來消解仇恨，惡性因果循環停止了;　
以宗教情懷來寬容，人生才能真正地圓滿。

圣方获得超渡已往极乐净土了，圣德投胎成圣田也长大上学了。
我们的日子也平静地度过，行善、持素、念经、放生，祈福予身边的每一人.....



事隔三年，2015年11月，小婶Ｊ患上乳癌，而且是最毒的一种，马上进行切除手术及电疗。劫后余生，夫妇俩开始逐步持素，也慢慢接触佛法，性情有了改变。


2016年6月的某一天，就在我参与台湾功德山上宽下台大法师亲自来槟城主持的八关斋戒回来之后的第二天，小婶Ｊ忽然私讯我，询问他们一家三口的命论。

最教我惊讶的是，她主动提到圣田投胎自我的亡儿圣德的事，原来这个我以为会是一辈子的秘密，她早知道而且竟然主动向我提起了。

妯娌俩都是隔代儿子的亲娘，一时之间很投缘，也彼此安慰。

她表示高兴圣田有多一个人疼爱，况且她本身患癌属於高危族，何时离开也不知道，至少还有我这位“前世亲娘”继续看顾圣田。

这是我从来没想过的局面。
从２００７年延仁师父、医生、２０１５年卢台长处先后证实圣德投胎成圣田之后，这些年来，圣田一天天长大，与我们“前世父母”及“前世姐姐”枚姐姐都很投缘，我们也一直都以平常心看待，我不想引起小婶的误会，想不到是她主动提起了投胎及往后看顾圣田的课题。


[11:01, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Saosao, Can share what Lu Tai Jang said bout pa?
[11:02, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: He didn't share that i have cancer too?
[11:02, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: he said this family 业力很重. more particular one i need to check back my book
[11:06, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: u remember i told u all my whole body was shivering for nearly one hour, after listening to him, all the way from his private suite room at Equatorial Hotel back to town
[11:06, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Saosao, u mean i ask for me too? Or just Lai family?
[11:07, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U ask for me too?
[11:07, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: I remember u told me but didn't share in details after that
[11:07, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U just said u scared that's all
[11:08, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Lai family generally....u & i both are to pay back the debt 嫁来这个家还债的
[11:08, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: yeah...i didnt disclose much because i worried maybe some of u may feel unhappy or uneasy
[11:09, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: That's i understand cos m so call with 心灵法门
[11:09, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Lin is escaped and changed to good fortune after she married to the 有福报的家
[11:09, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Glad u keep the record...hope u share all with me and khoen...
[11:09, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: We shd b able to handle
[11:10, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: are u sure u want to know??????
[11:10, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: i believe him so much...so accurate....that;s why i keep shivering
[11:11, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Anyway, even though is to pay back....m still 知足 what we have now.... will nian jing and little house to pray for better when we leave
[11:11, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Questions ....
[11:11, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Hope u dun mind i direct ya
[11:11, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Can i ask?
[11:12, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: ??
[11:13, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: I want to ask...cos u did mentioned couple of time u believed Lu Tai Jang....but how come u didn't follow his teaching?
[11:13, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: The daily homework, little house and fang seng?
[11:13, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: The 3 things
[11:15, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: yes, i truly believe him on his super power but not following his method because he is 乘离正道，不是正信佛法. We do chanting nian jing & fang seng regularly
[11:15, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: chanting and fang seng is the 佛教正道 but not the little house
[11:16, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Oh...tx for sharing
[11:17, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: what we following is the 正道
[11:17, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: actually 很多修行人都有这些超力量，我也认识
[11:26, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: to be frank, KT's schoolmates are talking behind abt KT believing......including 泽荣
[11:26, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: the fatty guy we met at Hui Yin Seh last trip told me
[11:27, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: i replied him i respect other people's choice....there is no bad or wrong....
[11:29, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Ya...nvm la....so long we nian da bei jo and xin jing....
[11:30, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: That's the usual jing....not the " chair kao" in Cantonese
[11:30, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: 😂😂😂😂
[11:30, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Can read ah
[11:31, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: 🤔 dont know
[11:33, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: oh ok got it 邪教
[11:34, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Hehehhe
[11:34, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Khoen seems good after tge nian jing so...shd b ok
[11:35, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: But still nian jing
[11:36, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: 佛教 do encourage people to nian jing and take vege
[11:38, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: So now at least khoen did both
[11:38, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Just not 100% 佛教


[11:38, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U have me khoen and Tian sharing from lu tai jang?
[11:40, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: thats good enough on his drastic change. I remember both KT & pa ma always gave strong objections to me when i tried to persuade them to less eat meat
[11:41, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: I will ask Khoen want to hear from u what u heard from lu tai jang about me, him and tian onot...
[11:42, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U will share with us? Lu tai jang said shd share with us?
[11:43, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: why u suddenly ask?? u really want to know? u wont angry or other emotions? sometimes its hard to accept....
[11:44, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: We listen together with khoen la...our next visit
[11:45, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: actually KT knew some years ago....that time my sifu also can "see"...i didnt prepare to tell but ma was so big mouth to tell KT....and last year, i was so scared listening to what Lu told me....double confirm


[11:45, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Is it about tian is yr son?
[11:46, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: u know already??????
[11:46, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Yes i know about tau tai thing
[11:46, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: i told myself i wont tell
[11:47, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: I believed the tau tai...will b all family moving around
[11:48, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: do u know ma asked u to do something on me....to bring the 胎灵 to u
[11:48, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Can b gong gong, or whoever Lai family that move around
[11:49, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: the most accurate is within 49 days
[11:48, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Ma do something on u to bring tian to me?
[11:49, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Then shd b tian also owe me haha and now to me to pay back...or to me to ask something from me
[11:49, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Haha
[11:49, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: All still yian fen kua
[11:49, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Yuan fen
[11:49, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: My pinyin is bad ya...
[11:50, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Not the correct pin yin
[11:50, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Haha
[11:50, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Just like what lu tai jang said...all things happen with reason
[11:50, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Either pay back to ask for things
[11:51, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: If come to me to ask for things... if i know better off....can nian more jing
[11:51, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: If no yuan, whatever ma do...won't work
[11:52, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Or since it works...accept it lor...
[11:52, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: phew...i m relief at least u understand. Over the years, u have asked me several times on this sensitive issue...i dare not tell. Koko also said no need to tell. We dont want u to misunderstand us


[11:52, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Again...back to tian given to me is to pay back or ask for things...
[11:53, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: but do u know how ma replied me when i checked back with her on my sifu findings.....she said, nvm la, either your son or KT' son , also my soon soon !
[11:53, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Watched the ghost story...story also about family member waiting for next family to pregnant
[11:54, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: In a way, ma is correct
[11:54, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: So long ma didnt 害 yr son, force to give to me
[11:54, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: she said pity KT no kid...is NOTHING to take mine to yours
[11:55, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: 害 or no 害，都已过去，都已放下
[11:55, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: According to lu tai jang...mayb thats yr son Yuan with u for few months...
[11:55, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Duno u accept that onot
[11:56, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: already found out the reason and prayed. Settled their debt
[11:56, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Yup...about debt
[11:56, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: sifu not interpreted this way ...
[11:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: If it is about debts, ma didn't 害你。
[11:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: It's her debts too
[11:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: And u and me is to pay back as what u said.
[11:58, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Also her debts to Lai family as second wife
[11:58, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: All individual ada debts
[11:58, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: yes, i know i m coming to this famiyl to pay back...that's why i 放下
[11:59, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: All bcos u did something in yr previous life to Lai family
[11:59, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: the no son curse already over with the pay back of Sheng De life
[11:59, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: That's y current life u need to pay back...same goes to me
[12:00, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Same goes to sheng De...what he have done past life....
[12:00, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: What sheng tian past life he have done...
[12:01, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: This current life come to me but not other more richer family
[12:01, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Etc etc
[12:01, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: 应果

[12:01, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: all these family issues has been so long long ago never cross my mind
[12:01, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: M studying that too
[12:02, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: My past life determine my current
[12:02, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: My current will determine my next life
[12:02, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Same goes to u...accept u have done something on yr past life, thats y u need to pay back
[12:03, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Lai family didn't owe us....we owe them actually
[12:03, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: We do better for our next life
[12:04, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Thank god we r human...we can do something to pay back and do something for our next life
[12:04, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Animal will not have chance to nian jing to have better next life
[12:04, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Some animal do have to pay back too....
[12:05, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: animal do have 轮回 as well
[12:06, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Yup....but animal how to nian jing? So need to wait next life i guess...
[12:06, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: That's little i read
[12:07, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Anyway, since oredy 放下..nothing about u owe Lai family or Lai family owe u...or me....Important we understand 应果
[12:07, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: that's why i dont feel anymore regret to ma. I did my best to her to make her good. I took care of her full heartedly on her final days with the dirty things and her urine on me.....
[12:08, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: i nvr say Lai family owe us... it is we the sim pu who owe the family
[12:08, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: 👍🏻
[12:08, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: what we going through is to pay back our debt to this family too
[12:08, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: So what is next haha...
[12:09, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: so what about your own family? can help?


[12:09, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Anything that lu tai jang mentioned about pa?
Or shd just accept as it is....the running toilet?
[12:10, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Shd do RT onot?
[12:10, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Shd bring pa to Melaka chinese medication onot?
[12:11, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Brb
[12:14, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: aiyo....Lu didnt go such detail one la. He only said all pa suffering now is because his 业力太重, he cant escape, must go thought by his own
[12:14, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: go through*
[12:30, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: That case will go with pa wish...


[17:42, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I m curious. Who told u abt Tian tou tai from De? U know long ago?
[17:43, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: So is sheng de...the second one?
[17:43, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: What about sheng fang btw?
[17:43, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Disturb sheng mei is sheng fang or de?
[17:44, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Did yr si fu share where sheng de came from?
[17:44, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Yes. Feb 2007. U conceived within the 49 days
[17:45, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Fang who disturb because he was the eldest but everyone forgot him. Fang missed the chance to tou tai within 49 days
[17:46, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Then tou tai to where liao?
[17:46, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Who told u long ago ?
[17:46, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Can't remember when
[17:47, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I though this is a forever secret
[17:47, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Tou tai nothing what...no?
[17:47, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: So sheng fang tau tai onot then? What lu tai jang said?
[17:48, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: That time I double check with dr. And the answer given to me was so scarily accurate
[17:48, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Tou tai not normal?
[17:50, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Of course tou tai is very normal for every life. But normally ppl don't know where and who
[17:51, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U didn't ask lu tai jang sheng de tau tai from where/who?
[17:55, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: No


[17:56, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U ask y sheng de no yuan with u? Or is it that the few months is to bau ern to u?
[17:57, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Yes this one I know the answer
[17:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: I heard from lu tai jang b4, few months is also yuan fen and bao ern.
[17:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Sheng de is yr previous husband or wife or what?
[17:57, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Huh
[17:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Is past life...normally lu tai jang will share rite?
[17:58, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I didn't ask he didn't tell
[17:58, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Past life, i could b sheng tian lover or m khoen husband, etc...all related


[18:02, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Is it bordering u that sheng de tau tai to sheng tian?
[18:02, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Anything u wish me to do?
[18:06, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I m gan en that u gave birth to him after much sufferings. I m happy still can know and see my son in his new life.
[18:08, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Sifu said this child will be bonding to me besides parents. He will grow 叛逆 but will listen to me
[18:08, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Sorry of all the things u gone thru....m willing to mi bu 弥补 if i can...

[18:09, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: From sifu or lu tai jang?
[18:10, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: 👍🏻🙏🏻at least u around to help.
[18:11, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: More ppl love tian , he will b very sing fo
[18:11, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Nothing for u to say sorry.
[18:13, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Good too since m high risk cancer..may leave earlier.... u can help continue take care of him 😍😍😍
[18:14, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Both. That's why I shivered all the way
[18:15, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Then shd tell me...so i know how long more i can live
[18:15, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Since u are telling this, yeah, sifu did say 这个孩子以后还是会回到你的身边的，but of course I don't want to see anything happ to u
[18:15, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: But is it from lu tai jang?
[18:16, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: And I didn't know u have ca at that time
[18:16, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Did lu tai jang said how long i will live?
[18:18, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Nope. He totally didn't say abt this
[18:18, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: He didn't tell our life till when


[18:20, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Lu tai jang didn't mentioned about sheng de and sheng tian?
[18:21, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Yes. As above told u
[18:28, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I have told u everything now. No more secret on De & Tian. Pls don't keep any in heart. Over the years, i 以平常心看待，most important is everyone 平安无事
[18:30, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I know how suffer u went through to get him, and how much love u grow him. He will be your good boy !
[18:39, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: I want to know more what lu tai jang said bout us....u record down?
[18:39, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: My suffer r nothing compare to yr lost...


[18:47, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Btw, have u settled sheng fang?
[18:51, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Fang is in better place.now 极乐世界
[18:52, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: That's fantastic 👍🏻👍🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
[18:52, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: No more that u said follow u every where u go?
[18:53, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: That was many years ago. Not I said. Ppl saw him following me
[18:53, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: He even attended the kindergarten Mei went. The headmistress told me
[18:54, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Cos u also told me he follow u around...anyway, heaven is the best place ever
[18:54, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: ya u told me that...
[18:54, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Tau tai is suffering...go to heaven is best
[18:54, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Yes. fang is forever peace there
[18:54, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Correct
[18:55, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: U still have record lu tai jang about khoen me and tian?
[18:55, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: Today u seemed realize a lot on Buddhism. Must have been read a lot recently 👍🏻
[18:56, 6/7/2016] Wong Ewe Chin: I need to check back where i put.
But didn't say much on u individual. Only touch a bit regarding Tian
[18:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Not today la....i follow khoen and play alot lu tai jang video
[18:57, 6/7/2016] Lai Tan Jessie Lee Sim: Also some books khoen read to me.

卢军宏台长说圣德 "投人" 回家来了！

随着家婆在2012年10月，癌发短短21天就往生之后，尘归尘、土归土，所有的事情都沉淀了下来，家族里一切的恩怨情仇总算告一段落。。。

以慈悲來消解仇恨，惡性因果循環停止了;　
以宗教情懷來寬容，人生才能真正地圓滿。

圣方获得超渡已往极乐净土了，圣德投胎成圣田也长大上学了。
我们的日子也平静地度过，行善、持素、念经、放生，祈福予身边的每一人.....



著名的心灵法门创始人卢军宏台长  因其通灵感应而风糜全球，趁着他来槟的难得殊胜机缘，我有幸在数万人之中，获他一见，并赐予宝贵赠言。

提到我的两个亡儿时，通神灵的卢台长也说了同样的话。圣方在极乐世界，圣德已投人回家来了。

当卢台长说“投人”，我还捉不到他的口语，经他说了两遍，以及身旁的助理进一步解释是投胎之意，我才完全确定了下来。

从卢台长处出来，我全身发抖一小时，太神灵了。

这几年来，我已完完全全放下，也不再想起有关儿子的事。如今经他确证当年许生延仁师父的话，不寒而栗，久久不能自己。

2011-11-13 圣方幼稚園畢業了!

圣方學成畢業了!
還獲得校方頒發的畢業證書

家長受邀出席參與假佛学院八关斋楼礼堂举行的圣方的佛学院幼稚园第48届畢業典禮
我們都觀禮了


2009-11-18 妈咪遵循圣方的意思，把圣方送到佛学院幼稚园报读一蓝班
http://laishenfangshende.blogspot.com/2009/11/2009-11-18.html

佛学院幼稚园的奇异事件
http://laishenfangshende.blogspot.com/2010/08/2010-08-10.html

2011 圣方就读佛学院幼稚园幼二。
http://laishenfangshende.blogspot.com/2011/01/2011-01-04.html

2011-10-22 佛學院幼稚園兒童節
http://laishenfangshende.blogspot.com/2011/10/2011-10-22.html

再生缘： 姐弟相似，妙不可言／伯母的魔术语

小田这趟回来过农历新年，小婶J 又有新发现告诉我：

• 小田笑时的咀形和神态，和枚姐姐小时候笑时的咀形和神态一模一样。是家婆先发觉，小婶J 也有同感。

• 小田的头型和枚姐姐的一样。是小田的外婆发现，小婶再向枚姐姐的头部查看确认的。

• 各自的父母音乐细胞不强，可是两姐弟都偏爱歌舞，唱作俱佳

当然，还有很多很多生活细节。

此外，凡是小田不听话、不吃药、不喝水、不吃食物、乱跑不停、不好好坐下、不坐车座等等时，只要小婶Ｊ指着我说：伯母叫你ＸＸＸＸ，像魔术语一般，小田马上静止下来，乘乘听我的话了。

再生缘： Again, it is another scarily accurate!

A heart to heart sharing: No one Can Never Neglect Fang's Presence

A heart to heart sharing with Pediatrician Dr Tan WL

[15:15] eugenice: my parents in law, sis in law also giving ang pao to Fang[15:15] eugenice: i put on the praying tray, later to buy things to pray him [15:16] Wan Lin Tan: pai seh to say lar.... hope you don't mind..... i felt that.... he probably is in heaven now, and why do you keep praying him?[15:17] Wan Lin Tan: or he probably would have reincarnated liao.....[15:17] Wan Lin Tan: what are you hoping for when you pray him?[15:17] eugenice: oh, i u/stand what u say[15:18] eugenice: but he is the stubborn type, insisted to stay with us[15:19] eugenice: besides Mei, i can feel him & his mind too these 2 years[15:19] eugenice: and[15:20] Wan Lin Tan: well.... if that's what he prefers.... then you should be doing the right thing[15:20] eugenice: each time when the younger generation come back and if not come to pray him, he will angry, Mei will have the similar suffering at that night [15:20] eugenice: so, aft the little ones praying, he is happy and all healthy[15:22] eugenice: otw, previously, all getting sick once they reached Pg[15:23] eugenice: and tell u, that day CNY eve, Tian 在拜祭圣方哥哥之后，顽皮地又拿起已经插在圣方炉里的一枝香起来玩弄[15:26] eugenice: 第二天早上，他马上被MIL 的一撮香直接插到眼皮，眉毛也被烧断成两段，眼皮起多粒水泡[15:29] Wan Lin Tan: he naughty mar......[15:30] eugenice: MIL hold Tian's hand to pray[15:30] eugenice: Fang really wanted to be together with us[15:30] eugenice: during trips[15:31] eugenice: if we forget to "bring" him together, Mei will hv the suffer at that night[15:31] eugenice: last Nov, aft our Sin trip, the night we back to Pg, Mei suffered again[15:32] eugenice: i "heard" Fang did not want to come back, he wanted to stay kai kai longer at Sin !!![15:32] eugenice: believe it or not[15:32] eugenice: many many more



[15:32] eugenice: in Jan, my hb had a trip to KL and he said will overnight at his bro hse for 1 night[15:33] eugenice: the night bef he departed to KL, Mei suddenly suffered again[15:33] eugenice: and we suddenly "heard" Fang wanted to follow papa to KL to play with Tian[15:34] eugenice: and aft we promised him,. the suffer immediately subsided [15:34] Wan Lin Tan: but.... do you think this is good for 'him'?
[15:34] eugenice: so......how could we stop praying or neglect his presence ?[15:34] Wan Lin Tan: he is so 'loyal' to your family[15:34] Wan Lin Tan: no, of course you cannot neglect his presence[15:35] eugenice: i know he is supposed not to be with us anymore, but sifu said he is stubborn type and he is still small, let him be[15:35] Wan Lin Tan: since he has shown his presence ... of course you can't neglect[15:35] Wan Lin Tan: perhaps so...... he is a kid, after all .....[15:35] eugenice: wait until another few more years, when he is bigger, he will u/stand and choose his way[15:35] eugenicel.com: we cant do anything to force him now[15:35] Wan Lin Tan: yup, hopefully he can make his own choice[15:36] Wan Lin Tan: for his own good

[15:36] Wan Lin Tan: does he listen to you?
[15:36] eugenice: yes, luckily he listened to me
[15:36] eugenice: there was once my MIL said 希望你快快投胎去好人家, Mei suffered immediately[15:36] Wan Lin Tan: son always more 'close' to mother[15:36] Wan Lin Tan: and will listen to mother[15:37] Wan Lin Tan: then better ask MIL not to say wrong things [15:37] eugenice: yes, they all know now
[15:38] Wan Lin Tan: he is so close to Tian coz they are brothers...right?[15:39] eugenice: exactly[15:39] Wan Lin Tan: "Fang" is the big brother.... correct?[15:40] eugenice: SIL told me that she is going to seek the infertility treatment again aft CNY[15:40] eugenice: yes, Fang, De.  then De reincarnated to become Tian[15:40] eugenice: as u know, she failed to conceive for long, her womb prob[15:40] Wan Lin Tan: hm.... probably that's what "Fang" is waiting for?[15:45] eugenice: [15:46] eugenice: i hope not again.....[15:53] Wan Lin Tan: hm......but he is close to his brother[15:53] Wan Lin Tan: and he is so loyal to your family[15:54] Wan Lin Tan: if you hope not, then what other options does he have?[15:54] eugenice: he is closer to Mei & I, just behave "hong so", wants to kai kai[15:55] eugenice: i hope he 往生极乐[15:55] eugenice: no more suffering[15:55] Wan Lin Tan: have you spoken to him then?[15:56] eugenice: yes, i also play the 佛号to him every night[16:05] eugenice: i just hope that he will not make his dear sis suffer whenever he is unhappy/ unsatisfied [16:05] eugenice: but nowadays, we know immediately when Mei started suffer, so cepat cepat pray & ok, no long suffer as before

借胎法 borrowing fetus

1.借胎意義:
就是借他人的魂魄, 來轉生變其子.

2.借胎由來:
在古來就有. 即是民眾有結婚多年未產子. 因此求師法降符於有緣人士, 轉生其子, 讓其早日生子

3.借胎方法

借胎法包括:
前往產科楼等嬰靈 (嬰靈喜歡聚集之處)
前往探望坐月產妇等嬰靈 (嬰兒可能會喜歡換新的父母)
前往探望才早夭的嬰孩的家(因為嬰靈會駐留在生前的家)
插香借胎法
等等。

无论何种借胎法，即使成功把别人的孩子借过来，总有一天，借还是需要还给人，正所谓物归原主，命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求啊！

我初失圣德時, 小婶J 在49天內从吉隆坡赶來檳城探我三回, 又遵从家婆M 的教导，特別包了一封大紅包向我借胎, , 果然把圣德之靈成功借去生下圣田.

當時我迷迷糊糊收了小婶的這份大紅包, 幸好我事後得知真相, 赶緊在圣田出世時把数額相等的礼, 還給了圣田, 因為, 圣德是我的兒子, 我絕不"賣"掉兒子!!!

还有一位平时不怎联系的朋友，在我两回痛失爱儿的时候，对我特别好，驻守在医院床榻旁陪伴我，一星期来家里陪我几回，给我诸多鼓励，让我感动莫名。她也是久婚不孕一族啊！

圣德的婴灵，选择小叔小婶而没有选择她这位阿姨，因为圣德和黎家的因缘未了，他势必要回黎家的。


向看中的借胎目標拿取:
1.頭髮
2.指甲
3.襪子
4.身上的東西


在古代早己有了這种借胎法, <杜詩唐宋接受史> 當時稱之為奪胎法.
http://books.google.com.my/books?id=kUft_yfUXcQC&pg=PT327&lpg=PT327&dq=%E5%80%9F%E8%83%8E%E6%B3%95&source=bl&ots=rEEUVmTwCV&sig=mcsaDtClbiFLxiI39zILKAstZVY&hl=en&ei=DcspTZfzH5G0rAeq7LGqDA&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=10&ved=0CG8Q6AEwCTgK#v=onepage&q&f=false

明朝著名的哲学家、谋略家、文学家、军事理论家、易学家、天文学家刘伯温大師在<形气章正诀>中寫:

坐空从旺从煞是为坐法，倚胎借胎破胎却属施用。
挨生傍气，或为脱壳借胎或为子投母腹。
脱煞逢生，或为借母养子或为以子救母。
http://www.fmtchina.com/fengshuicehua/gaiz/200805/19-52_9.html
http://www.tianyabook.com/zw/rongzhaisanbi/5.html


借胎的事蹟:
http://www.books.com.tw/exep/prod/booksfile.php?item=0010458208
http://linea.pixnet.net/blog/post/22345615
http://www.meadol.com/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=4396&extra=page%3D1%26filter%3Ddateline%26dateline%3D7948800%26typeid%3D40&ordertype=1


借胎脫苦的修道故事:
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/changdr0720/article?mid=-2&prev=709&l=f&fid=18

插香借胎法

在廟裡請人幫忙插香.可是在香中已被施下降頭符法.不知情的人.因為幫其借胎者插香
.3-7日內就會倒霉.慢慢死亡.

也有一說法是
這樣會讓註生娘娘以為那個幫他插香的男人是他的老公
然後就將那男人命中注定的孩子(1個或2個孩子...) 給那個小姐懷孕
在那個小姐懷孕之前
那個男人的原配妻子絕對不會懷孕
除非那個小姐平安生下小孩或是流產
這是以前人家的小老婆或情婦用的招數

不要幫人家放香進香爐，還有一些民間小常識........
Dun help others to put the “ heung” into the “heung” holder, it have some local knowledge
我和我老公去拜拜的時候 , 有個小姐站在助生娘娘的面前摸著肚子 ,要我老公幫他插香到香爐裡。
When I go pray wit my husband, one lady stand in front of “ help pregnant” God n touch her stomach, ask my husband to help her insert the “ heung” into the “ heung” holder
可是我一直覺得很怪異叫我老公不要幫 , 那個小姐還凶我說沒看到她手不方便 !?
But I feel very weird so ask my husband no need to help than the lady some more scold me that didnt saw her arm no convenience to insert the “ heung”
我老公以為她手受傷所以好心幫她放 , 等到我們拜完在路上看到她竟然四肢健全。
My husband thought that her arm hurt so help her, but when we finish pray then saw her actually very health on the road
趕快打電話問一位通靈的大哥 , 他說是有人教那位小姐這種方式來借胎 ,就教我們化解的方法...
So we direct call a brother that know “ unnatural thing” , he say someone teach this lady to borrow fetus this way, then teach us how to solve it… .
所以喔!!人不要太好心!!幫忙放香進香爐只能幫自家人放喔 !! 恐怖哦∼
so, dun be too kind!! Only can help ppl u know well to insert the “ heung” wo!!

So scary~

千萬不要將襪子脫給別人
never give ur sock to other
今天聽到一件非常駭人聽聞的消息，是真實事件...
Today I heard a real incident that very scary… .
有一個高中女生晚上在回家的時候 ... 在自家門前看到一位香港人，他說因為參加某某節目，跟某某人打賭，希望那女生把襪子給他一隻。
One secondary school gul when she go home… saw a Hong Kong citizen in front of her house, he say because he participate in wat wat wat program, then bet with someone, hopefully this gal can give him one sock.
因為那女生快要到家了，所以想進去拿一隻新的乾淨的。
Because the gal almost home, so she thinking about get a new one inside.
那個香港人說，就要她腳上那一隻，高中女生看她很誠懇的樣子，便把腳上的襪子脫下來給她。
That guy say wan the one she wear, the gul saw he look so sincere, then give the sock she is wearing to him..
香港人很高興，又有點不好意思，要塞 100元給那高中女生，因為她家非常富有，便堅持不收。
The guy very happy but also feel embarrassed, so give the gul 100 dollar, because she very rich, so she dun wan to take…
別以為事情就這樣結束了，那女生自從那一天候，精神就一直很不好.......
Dun think that this story end like this, that gul always feel tired n not well after that day…
她也不以此為意，結果，你們知道嗎？
She also dun mind, but do u know that..
那拿她襪子的人，不知道是養小鬼還是與惡魔打交道，要搶這女生的生命。
The guy who take her sock, dunno is foster “ little ghost” or deal with the devil, wan to take this gal life..
好在這個女生的爸爸，對易經與術術略有研究，知道這是有人在作怪，連夜帶這個女生去基隆找一位師傅。
Luckily this gal dad know a bit of “ special ability” , know that this is someone doing something bad on her, so faster take her go “ ki long” to find a Sifu…
這位師父劈頭就問那女生有沒有收人家的錢 !?那女生說沒有，師父說：「如果有收錢，命就救不回來了！」就這樣化解一場危機。
That sifu direct ask the gal got take the money bo? She say didn’ t, sifu say luckily didn’ t, if not than can’ t save her liao, like this the gal is secure…

那位師父說，因為現在的時機非常不好，很多大鬼小鬼都拿著令牌在尋人，因此凡是要小心，而且，要特別注意的是：
That sifu say because now timing very bad, a lot of big ghost small ghost looking for ppl, everything need to be careful, especially is:
女生絕對不要把下列七樣東西交給別人：gal never give ppl this 7 things:
1.頭髮1. hair
2.指甲2. nail
3.襪子3. sock
4.身上的東西 4. other thing u wear
其他我忘了，交給別人，「有心人」只要有其中一項，就可以要你的命！the rest I forget liao, those evil can take our life if have any of this
一切要小心，而且不要隨便拿陌生人的錢或東西，不要貪小便宜也不要濫用同情心 ....
Everything need to be careful, dun simply take other money or thing, dun be greedy n kind as well

如果您收到別人分享給您的好文章，不要吝嗇，您也可以繼續分享給好友，請別忘我這一份喔。
if u receive other ppl good article, dun be selfish to share, u can continue to share wit ur fren, dun forget mine.

當我們用心對人時,有心人將以熱情回報妳,希望我們都是用心的人 ,也是有心的人。
When we treat someone with real heart, someone with pay u back, hopefully we all r those ppl that “ use heart” n “ got heart”

2010-10-17 圣田第一次來我們家

近三岁的圣田, 由於來檳次数有限, 今午才第一次正式來我們家.

不過由於長輩們忘了提醒圣田, 並沒有拜祭他的前世哥哥～～圣方哥哥, 反而拿了圣方哥哥的玩具來玩.

超調皮的他, 一進到我們家就沖進沖出每一間房, 爬上每一張床上跳, 顯得興奮不已.

大家要回时，他還不想離開, 圣枚姐姐說 :" 明天和我一起上學考試吧! "

大家忙著看顧他, 阿婆最沒有忘記拜圣方. 像每一回來時样, 她會彎著腰和圣方說了很多話.

J: Tian sick again & again

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Status: Tian sick again

This is the status that always shown on J msn status.
Tian always fall sick like fever, vomit, cough, running nose non stop. It seemed like routine to see doctor and become a habit to take medicines.
Since pregnancy, Tian always give troubles & headaches & worries to the family.

莫非當年高人所言，指他是因不甘心前世被黎家上一代的孽而离去，投胎再来討債，果是真的?
佛学院言： 圣德是因為不捨得連累我而自行提早離開, 這確確實實是我的福報啊!



Besides always sick at KL, she noticed that whenever there is a trip back to Penang, Tian sure will get more sick. Either during departure, or on the way or during the stays at Penang.

小婶J asked me whether this is because of both Tian & herself have not "officially" pray Fang.
Well, of course I dont and I wont force anyone to pray to my son.
I also cant say whether Tian's sicks are related to Fang.  
But one thing for sure, Tian is the dear youngest brother of Fang. Fang will not hurt people, Fang loves we all at home & cares for us.

感恩KT的认同及分享：死后的五种选择

shared from 小叔KT：
自从得知及接受了圣田是圣德的投胎之灵的事实之后，小叔KT全心投入灵的研究， 也送了一套“灵的沟通” DVD 给我。
感恩他的认同及分享。



作者：林显宗

既 然我们了解到，原来死掉之后，我们并没有因此而消失，只是肉体不能再用，不再存在而已，但是你的精神体、你的想法、你的执着依旧存在，可怕的是这种存在会 让我们遇到各种状况。既然你死掉了，那再来呢？是继续你的轮回吗？还是继续深层的一切呢？我做了这么多的个案研究里面，发现人死掉之后，大概有五种选择。
执着生前的一切，留下来当外灵
在 人世间的事情没有个了结，也许为了一段感情、为了一个事业、为了一笔财富、为了名利；因为对这一些过度的执着，继续留下来不想离开，留下来的人很明显的就 是外灵了，也就是一般人所讲的孤魂野鬼；或者是匆促的死亡，心里的话没办法表达、无法告别，也会因为这样的遗憾继续留下来当外灵，然后守护在自己的家里， 执着在自己的家人的旁边，那么这是一种选择。
可是这种选择很可怕很苦，因为我们说过，对于无形众生而言，他们的存在，根本没有时间的感觉，所以一个存在， 可以让他们在这个空间停留几百年、几千年、几万年都无法改变，但他们都不觉得时间的久远。一个外灵可以停留在这个宇宙里面几千年、几万年走不开，除非他能 够放下他自己的执着，否则很难超脱，所以为什么需要一些宗教的法会来超度这一些外灵、亡灵以求解脱，其实某个程度真的是有必要的。
进入光里面
大 部分的人都会选择进入光，当然很多宗教会诉求你一定要进入光，譬如阿弥陀佛的光来接引你，观世音菩萨的光来接引你，圣母玛利亚、耶稣基督、上帝的光，总之 不管是任何的光，很多宗教有这样的诉求，但是进入光里面呢？光确实让你觉得很温暖、很喜悦，就像我们讲过的，濒临死亡的人，都会共同看到那道光的存在，那 会是一个喜悦的世界，有人进入光里面，当然就一路地到了所谓的极乐世界，所谓的天堂里面去了，那里面更是极乐，根本就没有烦恼、没有痛苦、没有恐惧的一个 国度，而在那一个国度你休息够了，很抱歉！他们还是要你再来一遍，也就是说即便你进入了光，最终的结果就是继续回来轮回，所以乍听起来进入光好像也是不够 究竟，但是至少比起刚刚那种选择来的更好，也就是说你如果不想进入光，，你唯一的选择就是留下来继续当外灵啰！在这个地球当所谓的孤魂野鬼，漂泊在这个空 间里面，无止境的时间让你漂泊着。所以比较起来，进入光里面是比较明智的选择，可是就轮回跟解脱的观点来看，它只是继续循环并没有解决问题，它只是让你暂 时休息而已，所以引诱你进入那光里面，让你得到一种休息、安慰、凭借，你过去的一切也都得到宽恕跟谅解，你也会感动于这个世界的存在，可是最终的结果你还 是得再回来，这代表了什么？它还是不够究竟的，这也许会打破过往宗教对进入光的执着及论点，可是在我做了这么多的个案里面，不管前世经历过几世。往生过几 十遍、几百遍的人，他们死后都是进入光，进入光之后在根据自己的业、自己的种子再来轮回，然后给又送他们回来，所以那道光不过是一个通道耶！是一个循环过 渡的通道而已，它就像一个捕蚊灯一样，会让这一些文虫对着光冲进去，那么捕捉到你了；抓到你了，要你再回来一遍，光好像就是存在这样的意义啊！但是我还是 强调比起你执着生前的一切留下来当外灵，这样还是比较好的选择了。
圆满一切的成就，称愿再来
你 可以不需要光的指引，你也不执着留下来当外灵，你已经圆满在人世间的一切的成就了，你很清楚这一切是怎么回事，你也明白为什么要轮回，你更清楚进入那一道 光是什么结果，你也清楚天堂跟地狱存在的原理，你圆满了一切轮回的成就了，当然，你可能会有一种心念产生，那就是我想再回来，也就是我们将的称愿再来，你 的目的是什么？因为你知道了这一切的真理，你可以告诉很多的人要他们不要再执着，也不需要再执着宗教的光，而是你可以协助他们，带领他们回家了，所以有一 些少数这样的人他们称愿再来，来到人间唤醒众生引领他们回家，释迦牟尼佛、观世音菩萨不就是吗？而这些人他们很清楚这一切怎么回事，他们明白该怎么做才 对，他们明白不能执着，不要执着这一切的光，他们明白只要圆满这一切，他们可以来去自如，所以为什么我们称这一些成佛、成就的人为“如来”,也 就是他们可以如来如去没有任何障碍了，可是要达到这个境界非常不容易，第一个你不能有任何的执着，第二个你不能迷恋那些光的指引，第三个你必须圆满对人世 间一切的成就；你必须体验过众生所有的苦；你必须承受过众生所有的问题；你必须病过众生所有的病痛，你才知道如何对治众生所有的病苦。你了解众生的苦，你 才知道如何唤醒众生，当你圆满所有这一切的成就，你可以称愿再来；很多的菩萨、很多的佛不就是如此吗？所以要成就到这种境界不容易，但不代表不能做到，因 为确实有很多人做到了，这是死后的第三种选择。
解脱生命的轮回，究竟涅槃
当 你不再执着选择留下来当外灵，你也清楚那道过只是过渡的一个吸引你的光而已，你更清楚为什么称愿再来，因为对人世间起了慈悲心、同理心，了解众生的苦，你 看到众生的苦犹如自己的苦，所以你的菩萨心会再呈现，而这样子你会再回来，很抱歉，那还是轮回。但至少你很清楚的来、很清楚地去，清清楚楚要来做什么，明 明白白离开人世间的，才叫称愿再来。可是不要忘了你还是来轮回，所以很多菩萨会选择再来轮回是因为他们想当菩萨，他们拥有一颗慈悲的心，“菩萨”跟“佛” 最大的不同是什么？他们唯一不同的是“佛”没有慈悲的种子，而菩萨只剩这颗慈悲的种子，只因为“菩萨”有慈悲的种子他们无法成佛，所以连这颗慈悲的种子都 必须放下、解脱，才算真正的解脱。能 够解脱生命轮回的人他们就很清楚了，连慈悲心都不能再有，真正达到“无我”的状态，可是我要现强调。所谓的“无我”不是什么都没有，那又是“空”，又不对 了，既“无我”，又都“有我”的存在，你可以了解这些存在的原理，你可以明白为什么存在，你可以“在”也可以“不在”，达到所谓的究竟涅槃，很多人将究竟 涅槃解释为：一切空无寂静，没有任何的烦恼，什么都没有了。是这样子吗？我个人认为不见得，涅槃其实不是什么都没有，涅槃跟轮回，认真讲是无二无别，也就 是说一个涅槃的人，他样可以继续轮回，只是他的轮回不再受有、不再染着这些苦，他明白苦是什么，他也会走过那些苦难，但他不再执着而已，并 不是什么都没有的境界才叫涅槃，所以佛往生之后去哪里了，其实他无所不在，他存在整个虚空，他存在你我的心里，他存在你我的智慧里，只要你我还在轮回，那 么佛就陪着你继续在轮回，这种选择非常的难，通常成佛的人才能够达到这种选择的可能，而这种选择不会进入光，不会执着留下来当外灵，也不会称愿再来。
创造另外一个宇宙、另外一个世界
很 多净土世界、极乐世界就是这样孕育而生！阿弥陀佛用了四十八个元素，在西方创造了一个西方极乐世界，他的条件很简单，你只要念他的佛号，至心不断的念着 他，你可以带业往生，到这个极乐世界去，药师如来佛用十二个元素，在东方创造了一个琉璃净土世界，一样的，他有些门槛跟要求，你也可以轻易地进入到他这个 世界，所以对这些成就者来讲，他也可以不再回来，他选择创造另外一个宇宙，干脆你们来我这里，我创造一个美丽的世界，没有污染、没有烦恼、没有病苦的另外 一个世界，欢迎众生光临。所以死后有各种选择的存在都看你的智慧了。
最 后，我必须讲一个很不得已的事实，这个事实听起来有点可怕，但是我想借由这本书的最后的机缘表达出来，我们这个地球整个设计，不就是一座监狱的设计吗？以 天文位置角度来看，地球存在宇宙空间的位置，我们处在偏远的边疆地带，也就是离宇宙中心很偏远，那我们这些人类众生会到偏远的边疆地带生活，这代表了什 么？我们是被下放劳改来的，请各位读者注意一个观点，这个观点可能连很多科学家都没有注意到，我们地球有大气层、空气、水、地心引力，这是不争的事实，可 是各位仔细观察一下我们隔壁的火星、水星、金星。。。。。。太阳系的九大行星，包括距离最近的月球就好，没有一个星球有大气层，这不是一件很奇怪的事吗？ 它们都没有大气层的结构，甚至重力很轻，没有重力的问题，更不要说有些星球是完全没有水，这意味着什么？我们这个地球，根本就是一座监狱，大气层不就是最 好的宇宙栏杆吗？我们谁有办法逃出这个大气层呢？你说：“没问题啊！我可以带着氧气筒坐太空船出去啊！”你可以穿越大气层没有错，可是你的燃料用完了、氧 气用尽了，你还是得乖乖回来报到：你再怎么跳也跳不高，跳不过你的身高，你跳得再高，还是被地心引力吸回来，你看那些先进的监狱设计，整个地板、天花板、 墙壁都是磁铁，所有的犯人都戴着脚镣、穿铁鞋，谁想逃跑很简单，启动那个磁铁，每个人都粘在地板上一步也动弹不得，拿武器想要反抗，没问题！磁铁一启动， 整个武器被吸到天花板、墙壁去了，未来的监狱不就是朝这个概念来设计？而我们地球的结构不就是以这个概念来设计的吗？！
我 们在看看，对监狱的犯人最好的惩罚是什么？就是让你们互相打来打去，你看监狱里面的警官，当犯人起闹打架的时候，他们刚开始是不会去劝架的，他们会守在旁 边看你们打来打去，因为他们很清楚，对犯人而言那是最好的报偿、最好的惩罚，所以我们人类彼此打打杀杀，折磨彼此，对处在地球监狱的我们而言，就是最好的 报偿和惩罚，而刑期多久看你轮回多久，每一次的轮回不就是彼此的报偿、彼此的惩罚吗？
所 以这座宇宙的监狱就是在地球产生出来，地球的结果设计根本就是一座监狱，一点分别都没有，隔壁的月球、火星、土星没有这样的结构，唯独地球有。所以我们根 本就是被关在监狱里面的一群人，不要说什么，你这个肉体就是你的个人房，你光想离开这个人房就有多难了，你的家庭就是你的团体房，你的工作环境、你的国 家，包括你的宗教信仰都是你的一个牢房，我们处在这个空间，大大小小不同的牢房困住我们，你每天穿着一件衣服，衣服就是牢房，你的一念执着，也是牢房，因 为宗教信仰，信仰的执著也是形成你生命的牢房，光是一个地球就是一个大大的牢房，超级宇宙的大牢房，可是很抱歉！这个地球快不够用了，人满为患，这座监狱 已经破旧不堪了，十八层地狱不够用还在盖第十九层，但还是不够，可是据说目前新的监狱已经盖好了，比地球大三倍，重力还比地球更重，有空气、有水，栏杆一 样存在没有改变，科学家已经发现这样的超级新地球，距离地球也不会很远，用光的速度走26.5光年就走到了，也就是说我们准备移监吧！我们死掉之后会再回 来，未来地球人满为患了，你可能不会回来这里，你死掉之后可能会移监到更大的监狱去，更坚固、更新的监狱，重力更重的地区，到那边去受苦、受难，继续轮 回，刑期多久就看你轮回多久。
我个人早期就明白了这座监狱的设计，地球的结构设计原理我非常的清楚明白，所以我必须告诉各位读者，我知道出狱的方法，这个方法很简单，简单到你无 法想象，让自己的业清除掉，会让你留在地球的就是你的业，不要忘了，这个业的意义是什么？它是一种作用力，业就是作用力的观念，我们说的业力、业障，都是 作用力的的力量：是这股作用力让你回来轮回，这股作用力形成你的障碍，这股作用力让你无法解脱。
过往我们所造的业，就是因为这些业的大小对你 判了刑，要你来到这座监狱里面，在这个监狱里面无法解脱，造业的习性存在，种子没有清除，你会不断的再造业，只要你不断的再造业就会不断的再轮回；不断的 回到监狱里面报到，你以为那道光是什么！不过是监狱外面的探照灯，照着你，你无法逃狱；吸引住你，你会进入那道光会觉得很舒服，那只是给你甜头吃而已，只 要进入了光你会再回来的，只要你再回来就乖乖的继续受刑、继续轮回，再圆满一切果报。所以解脱你的业、清除自己的业，往生后不要有一点点的执著；连想求解 脱的想法都不准有；连慈悲的心都无法再生起；连光的吸引都不要去执著。公 开这些内容可能会遭到很多宗教人士唾弃，但是我必须把这个事实说出来，说不定这座监狱的典狱长会派人来通缉我，我不晓得！但是我也无所谓，因为这座监狱已 经破旧不堪了，是该逃狱的时候了，也不用逃，真的，只要你不再被吸引回来，把那些脚镣、铁链，那些业的力量都解脱掉，谁也带不走你，所以刑期多久你决定， 什么时候解脱掉这些脚镣、手铐，你来决定，

审判者不是别人，永远是你自己；受刑的也不会是别人，永远是你自己，被谴责、被惩罚的，永远都是自己，刑期多久也是由你决定，所以无论如何，只有面对自己。

真心地面对过往所造的业，一一的去化解；一一的去面对清除。
未来你总会死，刑期总会满，总会有离开这座监狱的时候，而且时间你可以决定，
唯有面对；面对自己 的过往；面对所有的业，好好的清除这些业，你死后最后的选择就是解脱，不再回来了！
你可以选择不同的星球去，不要再来这个地球，更不要再到新的监狱去，那 边将会更苦、更难逃得出来，所以趁这个要移监的过渡期，有很多的机会让你得到解脱，但是所有的机会都不足以你面对自己来得更重要，所以还是面对自己，让自 己完全的解脱，不再受有、究竟涅槃。这是我们死后最好的选择了。
——–全文选自林显宗的著作【从来没死过—从唯识看生死】

2010-01-05 圣田弟弟生日卡

2010-01-02
圣枚姐姐疼爱弟弟圣田，就像疼爱圣方一样。
圣田两岁生日，姐姐自动自发，画了一张红心的生日贺卡，等圣田来槟城时交给他。
妈咪就先拍照电邮寄给圣田，叔叔叔母高兴地谢谢圣枚姐姐的有心。






























2010-01-23
圣田看到有一个五彩缤纷的生日蛋糕，上面画有两根蜡烛，他用咀巴吹了又吹呢！
















“I Love U，姐姐”

2009-11-01 圣田是圣德的模

转世的因缘：
圣德在我梦中现身、魂牵梦萦千百遍的样貌。。。
奇怪的是, 自从圣田出生之后, 我再也梦不到圣德。

香山寺的师父对我解释说, 而当一个亡者的灵体已经投胎转世、或是升上西方极乐世界成佛之后, 就不会再出现在前世亲人的梦境里了。
难怪, 當圣德的靈魂投胎作圣田之後, 我就再也 夢不見圣德了......

bonding 隔世之亲：听妈妈的话

小叔因为公干回槟, 一家老少也带着回来, 我们又见面了。
圣田渐渐长大, 他这两个月消瘦了, 不吃不睡的, 每一餐的喂食都把小婶J 及外婆 Lily 折腾一番。
16个月大的他走路步伐很稳健, 只是还完全不会说话。他的表情、动作真是精灵不已, 很讨人欢心。

圣枚姐姐当年却是相反的, 16个月才开始学走路, 摇摇摆摆, 跌跌撞撞, 可是却已说得一口流利的句子, 也会哼几首儿歌了。

圣田也开始有性格了, 不再轻易让人抱玩, 包括公婆。
负责看顾他的外婆 Lily 说, 晚间圣田就只让妈咪(小婶J )一人亲近, 连自小亲力亲为看顾的外婆, 圣田也不要。

当我们大家一起用晚餐时, 像平时一样, 公公总是第一个吃饱、然后抢着要照顾孙, 让媳妇用餐。
可是, 顽皮的圣田一再大发脾气, 拒绝让公婆及外婆抱, 屋里屋外都大哭大闹不止。

我用完餐后就试试看圣田是否愿意让我抱, 以便让小婶J 可以用餐。奇怪, 他马上整个身体就扑过来给我了, 大家都啧啧称奇.....圣枚姐姐也就和弟弟开心地玩在一起。

圣枚姐姐把她小时的琴键送让给圣田, 她现在有大的琴键了。
我也把一位印有“母亲节快乐”的心型红色汔球给他玩, 玩得不亦乐乎。


临回家时, 圣田竟然要跟随我们回家, 小手不停向大家（他的公婆、外婆及妈咪）ta ta 挥别, 抱紧着我的肩膀, 更可爱地不断向家人抛飞吻。
我们一再问他：你真的要跟伯父、伯母、姐姐回家吗？
小婶J 回他：你不要和妈咪睡啊？ 你和伯父伯母回去、妈咪是没有跟着一起去的哦！

他会意地点点头, 不断地向大家吻别, 急不及待似地要跟随我回家, 惹得大家哈哈大笑。

熟悉他个性的外婆 Lily 说：奇怪！他从来不跟人回家的哦！尤其是晚上, 加上他妈咪J 有在场, 圣田一定要妈咪抱的。更何况他许久才见伯母一次, 不可能这么快轻易地混熟的。

要走了, 我把圣田交还给他的亲娘抱, 他竟然转头看着我哭起来, 我不敢怠慢, 马上牵着圣枚的手离开....

难道这就是有如师父所说的：前世的母子之情吗？
我不知道, 不过事实一再显见......

上回他不听大家叫他乘乘坐在车里的婴儿椅上, 小婶指着我说：“伯母叫你乘乘坐”, 我也接着一句叫他应该乘乘坐, 不可爬高爬低, 他竟然马上顺听了!

他不渴水、不吃药，只要我一开口，不必骂，他也马上听了。

师父曾经对我们说过, "这孩子很难教, 改天会很叛逆, 每个人的话都不听, 不过他就只会听你夫妻的话...."
可能这确实是隔世之亲密bonding 吧！

2009-03-29 圣田返槟清明

小叔一家临时返槟清明，圣田也正式拜拜兄长圣方。
这是小叔从家婆M处得知圣德投胎成为圣田的事实真相之后，第一次的见面。

小叔完全接受圣田的投胎事实。
这两天在槟城，小叔不断把圣田交给孟达和我抱，并叫我们去KL 找他们，也多次把圣田交给圣枚姐姐一起玩。
至於小婶，她之前都已多次刻意地把圣田交给我怀中说 “伯母抱，伯母抱”，她自己奇迹怀孕生下圣田，母子连心，她心中肯定有数的。只是，大家都不说出来更好吧！

圣德可以成功投胎回黎家，成为小叔小婶的儿子圣田，还有外婆的全心照料，他应该会有个快乐的成长及家庭生活。孟和我，总算心安了。


陪同前来的小叔岳母大人Auntie Lily，昨晚高兴地对我说，她的大媳妇 Belinda 又怀孕了。
我恭喜她：咦？ 这么快啊？Belinda 不是才生不久吗？比圣田大几个月而已。
亲家奶奶说，是啊！一岁多接近两岁，第二胎生到来是隔两年。
她接下去说：我这个女儿就难了，我看她就只能有圣田一个孩子，唔生得了。。。
我问：“哦？ 为什么呢？”
亲家奶奶说：她 的子宫不好，很weak，一直都很难受孕.......她有得生出这个圣田，已经很不错了。

真是知女莫若母，更何况她在医院工作几十年，当年也是她带小婶去求诊不孕专科Prof Paul。
对於女儿的不孕及子宫的问题，她是完全知道的。

2009-03-03 Letter to KT

KT,

It was shock when we heard from ma that she has told you about the truth of 圣德投胎作了圣田.
Sorry that ma is always a big mouth.......it is not our intention to disclose to you neither JC.

For the past 2 years++, both Menn & I thought of keeping this as a secret away from you for life time. But since ma has been telling the first sentence with some wrong info, we decided to tell you the truth of the whole thing so that you understand and will not be mislead.

And also, we think, you, as father to Tian, should not be hide away too. Menn said there should not be any secret within family members.

We believe in science. We see things with evidences. We are not day dreaming.
I would like you to know that all this are proven by many medical doctors with convincing health & time factor:

• In end of Apr 2007, sifu told us Shen De is coming back to 黎家，我们还在纳闷。
• Few wks later, JC was found pregnant, the conceive date was so accurate that aft her visit from my hse and also after she gave me that 接走孩子的红包利息.
• When JC suffering, 佛学院院长介绍我们去超渡，JC 果然好起来。
• When Prof Paul operate her in Jan 08, found her womb is flabby 不孕型........

...........more & more facts & evidences...pls go to my blog.

It all depend on you whether to tell JC or not. But pls be assured that we are not trying to get any credit or "grab" the son from you or any other intention. You dont have to worry about that.
We are also happy that you have a son finally.

There are 2 major incidents happened in the family these years: one is the 因果报应of ma's curse 大妈不能生儿子 which I believe JC has already told u. The other one is 投胎轮回在自家 which I did not tell JC.

I will be sending you a private blog of mine. You can log in with your ID so that you can be accessed to the blog anytime. Otw it is only valid for 30days.
Pls read from the archive Feb 2007 for your read flow.
除了有我无尽的爱、思念、感恩和宽恕，这里还结合了对医学、神学、生命学、生死学、各宗教的丁点研究及成果。因果报应与轮回的奥妙，真是奇准无比！

Tian really looks like that angel in my dream

[15:56] Wan Lin Tan: eh... now that you mentioned it, Tian really looks like that angel
[15:56] Wan Lin Tan: i agree
[17:24] eugenice: funny right?
[17:25] eugenice: 田越大越像，每见田一次，就想起我的天使一次
[17:25] eugenice: 可是，这天使已在2007年就有了，田是2008年才生
[17:33] Wan Lin Tan: try to learn to let go
[17:33] Wan Lin Tan: you'll feel better
[17:33] Wan Lin Tan: let the angel live in your heart forever
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: learn to live with this angel too
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: this angel is supposed to make you happy
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: not to let you shed tears
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: i am sure you can do it

[17:34] eugenice: yes, now i only remember De as an angel
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: that's right
[17:34] eugenice: that's why when i cant see it last wk, so sad
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: he is an angel
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: both of them are angels
[17:34] Wan Lin Tan: don't feel sad
[17:35] Wan Lin Tan: think of it the other way
[17:35] Wan Lin Tan: the angel has gone to a better place
[17:35] Wan Lin Tan: to be with our God forever
[17:35] Wan Lin Tan: next to Him
[17:35] Wan Lin Tan: taken care by Him
[17:35] Wan Lin Tan:


我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

2009 农历新年 & 圣方四岁生日

2009-01-25
除夕：新衣新鞋祭圣方














2009-01-26
新衣及家中长辈给圣方的红包

































2009-01-28 圣方4岁生日













与圣德长得完全一模一样的小田，与圣枚姐姐亲密相处

时候到了，是不是不该再隐瞒？

圣田第一次返槟，和我们的车在南北大道一路并行。
由於他一离开家一小时即发烧，多天来没有好转，又泄又吐，家婆马上联想，要带他去往见师父。

临走前一晚，家婆更要小叔夫妻带着圣田到我家来祭拜圣方，我们夫妻无所谓，可是就引发了小婶J的好奇。
她接连拨打我的电话、又发了多则短讯，追问我为何家婆M 说圣田必须祭拜圣方。

我很为难，如果我告诉她因为圣田是圣方的弟弟圣德的投胎之身，她会怎样想呢？她会承受这个事实吗？她千辛万苦才诞下圣田，肯定无法接受。

孟说，时候到了，不该再隐藏这些东西。应该让全家人知道整件事的来龙去脉。
是事实，一家人之间不应隐瞒。
他也劝我别想太多，尤其是太袒护别人，太顾及别人的感受，结果自己这么辛苦，受尽委曲还再继续帮人。




















小婶J 的SMS不断，我不敢回应，急忙向儿科专科医生好友婉玲求救！

[15:51] eugenice: help!
[15:51] eugenice: need your prof help as i never study abt the psycho of parents
[16:03] Wan Lin Tan: why why? what happened? I am not a psychologist too
[16:05] eugenice: that little Tian came back
[16:07] eugenice: last weekend, the little boy came to Pg for his 1st time, together with me from KL
[16:07] eugenice: but he fever aft 1hr of driving till today, vomit & lao sai
[16:08] eugenice: medicine taken, still same

[16:08] eugenice: then my kay po MIL suddenly came out with asking the little boy to my hse to pray to his "eldest bro" Shen Fang
[16:09] eugenice: so my SIL now very curious, sms & called me for times, asking me why
[16:09] eugenice: how shall i say? shall i tell her the "truth" of how his son was actually 投胎 from my son
[16:10] eugenice: my hb said tell them whole thing, but i hesitate
[16:11] eugenice: will my sis IL accept this? she suffered so much to deliver this boy, and she spend all her effort to look & love this Sheng Tian

[16:11] Wan Lin Tan: to save you from all the trouble, i think you should tell her
[16:11] eugenice: what? u also say like this?
[16:11] Wan Lin Tan: ya..... not your fault
[16:11] Wan Lin Tan: hm... if you ask me, i'll ask her to go and ask MIL
[16:11] eugenice: but i believe she sure will angry with me, not going to let us near to his son anymore
[16:12] Wan Lin Tan: why should she be angry with you?
[16:12] Wan Lin Tan: not your fault
[16:12] Wan Lin Tan: you did not make all this happen
[16:12] Wan Lin Tan: it started from your MIL

[16:14] eugenice: u know, i m very hard

[16:15] eugenice: i put the whole incident happened to 2 half, 1 half is abt how the MIL curse made me lost 2 sons, 2nd half is how Shen De "reincarnated" to become Shen Tian
[16:16] eugenice: i keep 1st half secret away from my MIL, only told her 2nd half
[16:16] eugenice: while i told my SIL 1st half only

[16:18] Wan Lin Tan: Do you think Shen Fang wants this to be revealed to your SIL (Tian's mum?)
[16:24] eugenice: i hv no idea
[16:24] eugenice: Shen Fang never "tell" me
[16:25] eugenice: what do u think?
[16:25] eugenice: i asked MIL, she did not reveal the whole thing, just asked them to pray
[16:25] eugenice: but sure SIL wants to know why marrr
[16:25] eugenice: if i were her, i also curious to know
[16:27] eugenice: but i don think Fang will do anything to tian
[16:44] Wan Lin Tan: hm..... put yourself in her position
[16:44] Wan Lin Tan: if you are asked to pray
[16:44] Wan Lin Tan: would you want to know why
[16:45] Wan Lin Tan: the more ppl try to 'hide' from you, the more curious you get
[16:45] eugenice: yes
[16:45] Wan Lin Tan: and you tend to think the 'bad' way
[16:45] Wan Lin Tan: right?
[16:45] eugenice: so, how?
[16:45] Wan Lin Tan: hm... just let her be prepared
[16:45] eugenice: how to be prepared?

[16:45] Wan Lin Tan: tell her that concerns some 'previous lives'
[16:45] Wan Lin Tan: and if she believes and is ready to accept the truth
[16:46] Wan Lin Tan: then tell her
[16:46] eugenice: yes, this one i told her already. i told her abt my previous life
[16:46] Wan Lin Tan: collect the facts
[16:46] Wan Lin Tan: before you go into the fact that her son is reincarnated from yours
[16:46] eugenice: and another true story of 投胎在自家 in the family


[16:46] Wan Lin Tan: tell her how she conceived and when
[16:46] Wan Lin Tan: the dates
[16:47] Wan Lin Tan: she's been trying to have a baby but not success
[16:47] Wan Lin Tan: why till you lost yours then only she got one
[16:47] Wan Lin Tan: and a boy
[16:47] Wan Lin Tan: and the timing is so perfect
[16:47] eugenice: 出於保护自己的心态，我想她会反弹
[16:47] Wan Lin Tan: too many coincidences


[16:48] Wan Lin Tan: but if you don't tell, sure she'll ask
[16:48] Wan Lin Tan: keep asking
[16:48] Wan Lin Tan: till she gets an answer
[16:48] Wan Lin Tan: unless you plan to hide from her
[16:48] Wan Lin Tan: and pray that she never knows
[16:48] eugenice: but sifu said no need to tell

[16:48] Wan Lin Tan: hm....
[16:48] eugenice: worried how's her reaction


[16:49] Wan Lin Tan: make sure your MIL doesn't tell too
[16:49] Wan Lin Tan: if you don't want to tell
[16:49] Wan Lin Tan: you could just 'make up ' something
[16:49] Wan Lin Tan: like how Shen Fang is a 'dear' to the family and how he stopped the sister's (Mei) sufferings
[16:49] Wan Lin Tan: this sure your SIL knows
[16:50] Wan Lin Tan: and hopefully Shen Fang can now help the cousin brother too
[16:50] Wan Lin Tan: if you do not want to tell her the whole story, then at least tell her something that she can believe
[16:50] Wan Lin Tan: believe and convinced that why Tian must pray to Fang
[16:53] eugenice: yes, she knows all abt Mei sufferings & Fang's help
[16:53] eugenice: but both hb & wife cannot relate Fang to their son Tian
[16:53] eugenice: "why asking Tian to pray to Fang?'

[17:08] Wan Lin Tan: tell her, Fang, being a brother to Tian, will protect Tian, just like how Fang protect Mei, if they believe, they pray, if they don't , leave it. And i think they should not ask more
[17:09] eugenice: they are 新新人类 , always ask till i cannot answer
[17:10] eugenice: last yr when she got to know i pregnant, she also asked me directly: why, how? accident? u planned?
[17:10] eugenice: she so curious cos she tried hard but no news
[17:11] eugenice: aiyo...suddenly i laugh
[17:12] eugenice: u as a close friend of mine, never meet anyone of my family members, but u know everything the most detailed
[17:12] eugenice: hope u don get bored when i share with u
[17:21] Wan Lin Tan: oh please... I am honoured that you trust me and you share with me
[17:21] Wan Lin Tan: don't mention the word 'bored'
[17:22] Wan Lin Tan: it's a pity that i can't help much
[17:23] eugenice: oh no..u helped me a lot
[17:42] Wan Lin Tan: i wish i can.....
[17:42] Wan Lin Tan: i am good as a listener only
[17:44] eugenice: oh..u did comfort me a lot


我想，能够拖得一时，就拖吧！